エゴママ - i want to have a machina heart -
22 June 2030 @ 10:29 pm
THESE ARE A FEW OF MY FAVOURITE THINGS  
WIR HÄTTEN EINEN TRAUM VOLLBRACHT
“It’s the Longing that ultimately undoes you. When it finds you, it gnaws at your bones and tugs at your chest. It fills you up inside like rot and makes you dream dreams and it drowns you. The Longing keeps you in bed, clutching at your sheets while the world goes on outside. It smells like old leaves and cigarette smoke, mixed with the scent of far-off places you will hear of, but never see. It’s the gloss on a lover’s lips the moment you realize you will never kiss those lips again. It is the bittersweet, unrequited love of creation and it will break your heart again and again and again. If you know the Longing the way I do, then these words are redundant. We understand each other perfectly, you and I.”

― Matthew Sturges, House of Mystery, Volume 1: Room and Boredom



GIMME MORE, GIMME MORE! WAS IT LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT? )
 
 
MOOD: okay
 
 
エゴママ - i want to have a machina heart -
30 April 2019 @ 11:59 pm
FANGIRLYEAR 2019: APRIL EDITION  
read:
Spectred Isle [K.J. Charles]
The Casebook of Simon Feximal [K.J. Charles]
Sunstone 1-5 [Stjepan Šejić]
A Case of Posession (A Charm of Magpies) [K.J. Charles]
Flight of Magpies (A Charm of Magpies) [K.J. Charles]

listen:
GeekSpaceTV [A Manor of Speaking: To the Point]
Pathfinder:

play:
Life is Strange: Before the Storm
DnD (alouette)

watch:
Grey's Anatomy [15x21-22]
Charmed 2018 [1x08-18]
Game of Thrones [8x01]
Shouwa Genroku Rakugo Shinjuu [1-5]
Free [1]
Tales of Zestiria: The X [assorted, 15-25]
Chihayafuru [1]
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MOOD: dorky
TUNE: SPYAIR- Fly
 
 
エゴママ - i want to have a machina heart -
31 March 2019 @ 11:59 pm
FANGIRLYEAR 2019: MARCH EDITION  
read:
Deep Roots [Ruthanna Emrys]
Haikyuu!! (305-318) [Furudate Haruichi]
Swing, Vol. 1 [Linda Šejić, Matt Hawkins,Jenni Cheung]
Momo to Manji 2 [Sawa Sakura]
Ookami wo Karu Housoku [Ellie Mamahara, J. L. Langley]

listen:
Call of Cthulhu: Case Eight The Future is Now [D]
Friends at the Table: Marielda [7-8]
The One Shot Podcast [Star Crossed, Bluebeard's Bride, The Good Society, Pasión de las Pasiones]

play:

watch:
Grey's Anatomy [15x16-19]
Criminal Minds [Season 5-10]
Northern Rescue [Season 1]
Dara O'Brian Craig Dealer
Dara O'Brian Crowd Tickler
Umbrella Academy [1x04-07]
Haikyuu [Season 3]
Philomena
Derry Girls [Season 1, 2x01]
Queer Eye [3x01-04]
The Favourite
Ookiku Furikabutte [1-26]
Ookiku Furikabutte: Natsu no Taikai [1-6]
Kaze ga fuite iru [1]
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TUNE: Tiffany - I think we're alone now
MOOD: bouncy
 
 
エゴママ - i want to have a machina heart -
28 February 2019 @ 11:59 pm
FANGIRLYEAR 2019: FEBRUARY EDITION  
read:
Band Sinister [KJ Charles]
Spectred Isle [KJ Charles]
Mongoose [Elizabeth Bear, Sarah Monette]
Boojum [Elizabeth Bear, Sarah Monette]
The Wreck of the Charles Dexter Ward [Elizabeth Bear, Sarah Monette]
Deep Roots [Ruthanna Emrys]

listen:
Snarksquad [Pride and Prejudice, The Good Place]
FFR 65: What We Talk About When We Talk About The Oscars

play:
Suikoden II
FFVI
DnD (Alouette)

watch:
The Good Place [Season 3]
Grey's Anatomy [15x11-15]
Hannah Gadsby's Nakedy Nudes [1&2]
Nanette
One Day at a Time [Season 3]
Dirty John [Season 1]
You [Season 1]
The Umbrella Academy [1x01-03]
The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel [Season 1 skimmed, Season 2]
The Five
Starter Kit [Season 6]
Relics and Rarities [1-2]
Criminal Minds [Season 1-4]
Mock the Week [Season 15-17]
Spiderman: Into the Spiderverse
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MOOD: calm
TUNE: Pillars of Eternity: Deadfire - Aim Spirente
 
 
エゴママ - i want to have a machina heart -
31 January 2019 @ 09:14 pm
FANGIRLYEAR 2019: JANUARY EDITION  
read:
Beyond the El [John Chu]

listen:

play:
DnD [Alouette]
Pillars of Eternity: Deadfire
Suikoden
Suikoden II
Tales of Vesperia [Zaude]

watch:
Grey's Anatomy [15x08-09]
Killing Eve [Season 1]
Tags:
 
 
MOOD: artistic
 
 
エゴママ - i want to have a machina heart -
20 February 2010 @ 12:07 am
INVICTUS  
Seen at V's ([profile] bonsai_dreams)

If you see this, post a poem in your own LJ.

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.


William Ernest Henley
 
 
MOOD: awed
 
 
エゴママ - i want to have a machina heart -
04 September 2009 @ 01:00 am
NEIL GAIMAN: SANDMAN  
'I am a dire wolf, preystalking lethal prowler', Chronozon says.
'I am a hunter, horse-mounted, wolf-stabbing', Morpheus replies.
'I am a horse-fly, horse-stinging, hunter-throwing.'
'I am a spider, fly-consuming, eight legged.'
'I am a snake, spider-devouring, poison-toothed.'
'I am an ox, snake-crushing, heavy-footed.'
'I am an anthrax, butcher-bacterium, life-destoying.'
'I am a world, space-floating, life-nurturing.'
'I am a nova, all-exploding, planet-cremating.'
'I am the Universe - all things encompassing, all life embracing.'
'I am anti-life, the beast of judgement. I am the dark at the end of everything. The end of universes, gods, worlds... of everything. And what will you be then, Dreamlord?'
'I am hope.'
 
 
TUNE: Daft Punk - Aerodynamic